I Love You Tammy

I never thought trusting would be this hard,
I never thought it would leave me scared.
Nine amazing years of wonderous happiness,
Now its down to two weeks of frozen bliss.

I know what has to be done for you,
But if I do whats right I'll be left blue.
Its wrong to keep you this way,
But I want so desperately for their to be another way.

Sheer devotion is the debt to be cost,
But I fear I'm already hidden and lost.
I just can't imagine a world without you,
Everything won't be as pure and true.

When was the decision standing tall,
This horrible demise is a mighty fall.
Down on my knees, hands are clammy,
Screaming to the skies, "I love you Tammy!"