I'm in so much pain I'm trying to impress everyone and it ain't getting better I'm acting like someone I'm not...I'm not a wh0re i wont sleep with you if i don't know you..i don't want to kiss you if i don't know you...why do i do this to myself i don't know it just makes me feel loved and needed...well this is not the way to go i have my whole life ahead of me so why ef it up know?
i just wanted to have friends i just wanted some people to notice me i just wanted one guy in particular to notice me but i became a wh0re i became an easy target then he really walked away!!!! i wanted him but instead i turned into this...this monster! i loved life somewhat i wanted to make friends but this was not the way i should go back to my old self the funny pretty girl you could take home to mama i want to be that girl again!!!
