How i feel about you

My feelings for you should be hate,
For all the lies you've spoken,
But those feelings do not dictate,
Over the heart that you broken.

The fact that I love you,
Wins the entire fight,
I never needed a clue,
It won the moment you went out of sight.

I always new you would leave,
But didn't want to see,
That you would ever make me grieve,
Or how you could just leave so coldly.

Partly I didn't want to believe,
That you weren't coming back,
Or that you could leave,
And not say goodbye or ever come back.