I wish i got to know you and which gender of baby would you be. Was it a girl, Was it a boy? I do not know. The only thing I knew was when I found out that I was another life growing with my womb.
Excited with glee, I had no words to say but started to think of all the possible things that I could teach my near small little baby who's not yet seen the light of day.
Today was suppose to be the day that I find out who you really are but the world came tumbling down as I heard they couldn't see any signs of a well grown develop baby not yet even a beating of the baby's heart.
I cried in sorrow and pain that how can the lord bless me with a gift yet take it away?
Was it the things i done? Was it because he knew that I wasn't ready? Who was to blame but me?
The actions that I have done in the past has cost me a life of an innocent baby who has not commit any harm and I forever will be in regret because this miscarriage was caused my failures to cherish the only treasure that was given to me.
Will I be ready again? I do not know only HE the Lord, our holy father will know what is in my path of life.
