I stand looking down from this 10 story apartment...the stoplight below me shines as if it was trying to stop me..ignoring the sirens screaming for my attention...I wait for someone to play superman and save me from this scene..
Reminiscing back on those nightmares that brought me here...and the scars that was left from living in this miserable world...the struggles of waking up day after day...fall after fall...hoping that tonight's the night it'll all end...
Here, the cold breeze blows against my numb skin...though I shiver from all this emotional pain...here, the city lights blurred through my eyes...but so used to how things were never clear...here, the rain only pours from my eyes...and the last teardrop falls...
One last step and it'll be all over now...goodbye to sadness, goodbye to happiness...I'll see you later once again...but I'm not making any promises...don't wait for me...I don't intend to come back...
Only one foot on the edge now...I shift my weight forward...closing my eyes as I prepare myself on this endless sleep...
