Missing you

Have you ever missed someone so much,
that you thought that you would go crazy?
Right now that is what is happening to me.
i never thought that after my dad died that i would miss someone more than him,
but then dustin came into my life.
now i find that everytime i drift off into space,
i am always drifting right to the thought of him.
i love doing that.
i guess when you miss someone so much you do things like that