One of those things
can't be defined
all the dictionaries
in all the world
could never tell
me what it is
[& my heart swears]
Never again
[then]
just one more time
[it's always one more]
give into
rushing dizzying lust
sweet
[sickeningly sweet]
trick myself
[it's ok]
claw, nails on chipping wall
painted that brilliant red
drowning
[don't try to save me]
give me room to breathe
[just one more breath]
suck in icy air
just to go under again.
