I am Alcoholing

I feel the burn hit my lips
Fun and laughs with every sip
Oh my God I'm touching his hips
Cuz I am alcoholing

That was fun lets do it again
just the ladies, just the men
I truly cannot wait till then
Cuz I am alcoholing

Vodka, whiskey, beer and rum
Feel the warmth as it hits my tum
Great here I am throwing up
Cuz I am alcoholing

Thats OK its just one time
I swear tonight I will be fine
I have to feed this habbit of mine
Cuz I am alcoholing

It's been three days without a drink
I fear I am about to sink
I can't make it another day I think
Cuz I am alcoholing

Once again I'll drink tomorrow
Hides away my pain, my sorrows
Hopes not a thing that I can borrow
Cuz I am alcoholing

So here I am, completely sunk
All my grades say I've flunked
But that's OK I'm effed up drunk
Cuz I am alcoholing

Lost my mom, lost my dad
Lost the friends I used to have
They all think I'm pathetically sad
Cuz I am alcoholing

Old pictures I see that are just a blur
"I MISS ME! I WAS HER!"
But the words are just a slur
Cuz I am alcoholing

Gone away from what is real
Pain and hope I cannot feel
Cuts and blood upon my heel
Cuz I am alcoholing

Here I sit broken and bawling
Quickly, slowly, fastly falling
"I can't take anymore!" I'm calling
Cuz I am alcoholing

Get in the car and slam the door
Drunk as eff "I'm off to the store"
Soon there'll be no me anymore
Cuz I am alcoholing

Slammed my car into the lake
My addiction not a fake
As my whole body begins to shake
Cuz I am alcoholing

They pull my out onto the scene
"Another under-aged, drunken teen"
I guess thats all I really mean
Cuz I am alcoholing

"She's not going to make it, I'm sad to say,
June 22nd, record the day."
Were the lost words as I slip away
Cuz I was alcoholing