I tell everyone I'm okay but they don't know I'm lying
I have to take meds so I don't feel like dying
My smile is cheery and my attitude is happy
But behind that fake smile everything is crappy
My marriage is in shambles and my friends are all fake
When I realized this was when my heart began to break
I want to leave this world and end all of this pain
But I'm too scared to do it so I'll just stay insane
