It's been rushed I swear
Planned too quick without a care
A want not a need
Just to the point, straight to the seed
A conversation before preparation
To have a perfect imperfectly
Nine months later you have this
An unmatched body that has to stick
Been taught right and wrong
A goal is not a dream
It shouldn't be fulfilled
If it is you'll never want to be seen
God made you like this for a reason
it's not a solution to just change
Frustration with confusion build over years
A label is placed just to make things comfortable
It's a lie that'll stay because no body can fit
An outsider then,now,and to the end
Even if this face is different
It won't be complete
Modification that'll take awhile
A tiring process that's worth the weight
But there's complications
Will love be returned if I'm not the same
Or will everything disappear
When bathed into a new light
A want is not a need
It's wrong to think this way
They say push it back
Or make a face when I say
This just doesn't fit
A mind with a body like this
God must have made a mistake
Or fulfilled a mothers request
That I have no right to break
