As I hold you in my arms and sense your weak body next to mine
I feel so afraid and anxious
For I know that your precious life lies in my hands
Oh god what shall I do?
Help me and guide me through
She is lying there so peaceful and kind with her adorable face and gentle smile
Oh lord...
She looks so pale, Faint-hearted and fragile
Just like an innocent butterfly whose wings have been recently torn apart
I kept on running and screaming for help
I was like a child who lost his way home and doesn't seem to find it
The streets were empty and dark
Furthermore, we were totally alone as if no one else lived there except us
Then I heard her sweet exhausted voice lightly say:
Please stop, it was a demand that my body obeyed and mind denied
Because deep inside I knew it was time
Time to say goodbye
I was feeling her surrender and pain, but I could not endure the fact that I am losing the one who I adored, loved and treasured.
I cried, begged and plead
Please hold on
Hang in here for me... for us
But no,
No one can stand in the face of death
It was her fate and she had to tolerate it, so she embraced me close to her heart
I heard her heartbeat slowly fades a way
Then she placed a sweet soft kiss on my lips, looked deep into my eyes and said those last words: I am sorry
She was feeling sorry for leaving me alone to my sorrow and grief.
Oh yes, She was not afraid of death even in her last moment in this world
She was brave
But not for her...For us
