SOUL MATE

This does not exist. All here alone. This is where I started. This is where it shall end. All I loved have passed on. To leave me By myself. I have been destroyed by another. I allowed myself to love, and this is where is got me. All alone. Again. There was never another. Didn't even plan on one. Two beautiful Rotty's on my bed. Soon I shall leave them. Enduring all the pathetic pains I have. This will be the absolute worst of them. Leaving the only animals on this earth that I ever truly loved. I can not, and will not stay. Time to find me. Just two options. I am confident that I shall make the best decision. No one will cry over me. I do not exist. So no need to shed any tears. Mobile's are set to off. Not planning on even turning them back on. Enough cuts to show that pain was never a fear. Couldn't even bleed enough tonight to shed even the dimmest of light. Still unable to cry. Soul Mate. You left me. So you never existed. No reason to go on with anymore. The Mobile's are off & my heart is torn