It's hard being the oldest girl
The only disappointment in the family
The only one who makes mistakes
The one who has to baby-sit all the time
The second mom to all the younger kids
The maid when no one else wants to clean
The cook when they get hungry
The one with no life
Because my life revolves around them
It's hard having the people I love go away
Not being able to open up to anybody
Not being able to get too close
Having to hold in all my emotions
Having it all in my hands and then
Having it just all slip away
