GOOD BYE

I sit here on my bed door closed and nobody home the blade next to me with a black blanket over the bedding so that i don't get it all bloody i make the first cut going across the top the blood bright and warm it runs down my arm slow till i make the next cut it makes an "x" now the blood is rushing down my arm and i think this is it its the end so i decide to rite a note to say good bye

sorry to everyone that i have caused pain to but this is what i felt is time for me to go don't want anybody to feel like its their fault because its not it was all me i love you all and you know who you are and good bye

then i make another "x" and hear something its the phone its going off should i get it no ill let the answer machine get it and it was mom and dad telling me that they'll be home in bout 2 hours so i make another "x"so now theres 3 "x"and theres blood everywhere this time the blood rushes out of the cut then i fell no more pain at all and i think that i cut to deep theres no more pain its gone and i think yes its time for me to go the next thing i hear is my best friends voice its Ashley i don't want to see me like this then i hear men calling my name they open my door and the next thing i know is I'm sitting in my hospital bed and anyone who means anything to me is there and i ask my parents how did they know and mom said that when i didn't answer the phone then she knew something was wrong and she called the cops and Bill and Jim came over and saved me. as u can tell i survived and i am glade and no i don't regret trying to take my life because it taught me a lesson

this is being put in a book.....yeah