When I smile.
When I laugh.
Is a cover up,
To make your beliefs last.
Down, deep within,
is a girl dying to fit in.
On the outside, is her forced smiles.
On the inside, she's oh so grim.
As time passes,
Everything gets darker.
As time passes,
the scalpel goes deeper.
Masses of blood spew out from her wrists.
She takes the very last laugh,
and a very last breath.
Her final, last wish.
It came true,
this final last wish,
of this blood that spewed..