Bipolar

Suicide watch
try to make it all stop
dark and unkempt
secret attempt to place
the past in disguise
no point in trying to hide
what has to eventually come out
Whether in truth or in lies
Words rambling around in your head
Making you crazy, making you sweat
Louder and bolder
the voices get anxious
Exposing the fear of everything you expect
sane or insane
Life is sometimes almost a game
A gnawing in your stomach
A blackness in your eyes
pissed off or hyper
you do your best to survive
This isn't what you want
no where close to what you need
It's the part of your life
You strive to exceed