My thoughts are consumed by my past
their faces will be forever etched in my mind
they haunt my dreams almost every night
i don't think i can leave this all behind
the pain they caused me just won't subside
it follows me wherever i go
it brings me fear that i cannot explain
i wish that they didn't know
i try to be strong, i try to be brave
but its not getting any better
everyday's just a new struggle to face
i feel like my life's about to shatter