I need something to make me happy,
a substance to get me high. higher than
anyone has ever been. higher than the sky.
in my world, i see colorful lights, they spin around me
there's people laughing, and having fun.
i step outside of myself, and im the only one not smiling.
not laughing. i feel like a freak. an outcast. someone that people can walk by and not notice.
i want to disappear. it's a merry-go-round.
everyones spinning so fast. everyone but me. im at a stand still.
i need to get out of this place. i don't know where i am.i ...
i want out. out of it all. to be invisible. invincible.
