I can't stand
the way you put such
high expectations
on me.
Since you, yourself
are no angel.
I don't care your
not perfect.
I love the
flaws and mistakes.
But then you
become condescending
and judge me
for things similar as you've done.
That way you
look down upon me for
my past actions
just makes me
want to scream in complete
annoyance.
I'm not an angel,
I'm not a perfect girl.
If thats what
you need
than you don't
belong with me.
I have flaws,
I make mistakes,
there's things
I regret from the past.
But I can't
and won't change
for anyone.
I may make
those same mistakes
again.
You can either
learn to deal,
or just leave.
If you must leave
do it now
before it
hurts more later on.
But stop being
a hypocrite,
stop
the bullshit
with thinking
I have this
halo above my head.
I just want to
be looked at the same
as you.
Look at me as me.
Not the girl
you wish I could be.
