It's time for me to face what I have always feared
It's time to live back all the pain sorrow and loss
Even though it's so hard to do, to remember...or to live through
I have to...
It's time for these teary eyes to cry after holding on for so long
And for this weak heart to surrender and believe
That this was true and it happened to me
Yes...I admit I have lost faith a long time ago
My mind and soul couldn't believe that these things could happen
Many questions filled me...why would anyone want this to happen
Why do I have to lose everything I hold dear?
I have lost my wife my sweet girl and little boy
I have lost all my family in one night
I was a doctor...their blood was in my hands...
I had watched them take their last breathe
I felt helpless, I couldn't help them
Prevent them from dieing
What is the point of being a doctor if you couldn't save the people you love the most...
I have always blamed myself...what if I did this? What if I did that?
But nothing I did or said brought them back
I have lost my way
And mostly I didn't want guiding
I just want it all to go
But it won't...
No matter how hard I try to deny it
The truth will remain
And now as I am speaking to you
I am thinking it's funny
We both denied a reality that hunted and broke our hearts
We are both feeling all this anger and pain
But somewhere through it all
We have found faith regarding our different beliefs
We both have came here to confess
And start to mend the pieces of our broken hearts
Even though it's so hard to do
But will do it
We will face the truth
