False Love

I don't know how i was made to believe,
That one day you would never deceive,
We were always together and all the time very strong,
I think I was holding on to you for a bit too long.

All the time I moved on and I had hope,
When people told me that with that I shouldn't cope,
You made me believe that my dreams came true,
With your own serpent ways or two,

I thought you were the one all along,
But now it's proven that I was totally wrong.
Every time you do a mistake, you promise that it's your last,
And I don't know how you made my mind forget so fast.

All the time you were trying to change me,
When I was trying to be the best anyone can be,
All you think about is how to use me,
To get the satisfaction you want for free,

And once you get what your desires need,
You begin to act towards me very weird,
You say, "I love you too,"
Just because you can't find someone who really loves you.

At first I thought this made me be so special,
But now I think I need some real protection.
You make me feel so confused at times,
That I feel like committing the worst crimes.

Why am I holding on? I really have no clue,
When my heart and mind confirm that nothing is true,
I must find a way out of this very soon,
Some time this month before it's full moon.
Because if I don't, I will be affecting myself,
And you will remain filthy and never change yourself!