I don't need you

I'm not lost, I don't need help.
I'm not scared, I haven't got anything to tell.
It was all a lie I will make you believe
I never wanted you to be able to see
You came too close
I didn't want you to know
You're sharing secrets that aren't yours
Thinking of yourself, not her
The way you stare at me I don't see any attempts to save
You don't notice the same look I've always gave
I've got that smirk on my face
staring at you, seems like you hardly got anymore space
Like our friendship is slowly closing up on you
You don't notice that it's true
But I know what I've done and what I've said
You'll never believe me and you'll always say "Go Ahead"
Without any thought out of it
You'll think I'll always come back after a little bit
I'll Have a few regrets on how everything fell apart and you'll think I'll just turn
Thinking that in the end I will end up being hurt
It wouldn't be the first I let slip away
I got through all the others easily
Now What makes you think you'd be so hard to forget?
Think about how much better you think your life would be if we never met