Words that Don't Exist

I try to find the words
the words that don't exist
words that describe who you are
and how you make me feel like this

there's nothing i can say
there's nothing i can do
there's nothing that can change
the way i feel for you

I'd move to the suburbs...
But every time I feel the air
Glaze across my cheek
I think about your long soft hair
It makes my heart go weak

I'd blindfold myself...
But every time I hear your voice
Make it's way into my ear
I float away and envision you
Your face I see so clear

I'd delete you from my phone...
But you see there's just one thing
If I did it wouldn't help
Just one little thing you see
Your number I know too well

I'd ignore these feelings...
But every time I close my eyes
every time I go to bed
All our laughs and all our smiles
They rush into my head

I'd cut you from my life...
But Thursday comes and I cannot wait
To get to rocky springs
ready for the sight of your face
the emotions that you bring

I just want to know how you feel
Or if I'm imagining all of this
If all these words i speak are real
these words that don't exist