My life ends tonight

Will the feeling ever close
in my mind it grows and grows
the anger, deep inside I feel
will the sadness ever heal?

can I pray for an unknown God,
even the devil if he hears?
I just need a better start
without dropping any tears

will it ever end this game?
with murder, suicide and lies
how can I remain the same,
when every friend of mine just dies?

Are there greater plans for me,
or shall I just be digging holes?
holes for friends who are set free
While I wander with the other souls

Why am I the one to pay,
for all the things my friends have done?
and am I forever here to stay,
while all the lying friends are gone?

the conclusion bitter but still for real
and the tunnel keep on shining bright
the pain inside i keep on feel
but stops, when my life ends tonight...