Not the girl you always believed I'd be,
Or was I just the one that got away...
This is my first attempt at an ABC poem.
As the days roll along...
Now, I lay down to death,
& let the devil have what's left. since I will...
I've known of your shallowness under your clothes...
I've seen your trademark bedposts and lyrical lies...
Raindrops are falling on me again,
you can't tell I'm crying in the rain...
I often wonder, if I wished upon every star.
If my wish would come true sooner...
With everyday gone by comes another lie,
and with every heart that breaks comes another...
My mind is cloudy,
& my heart shattered...
My emotions are on display in my porcelain face,
my insecurities pasted on into the person you see...
Her world in pieces once more,
she believed she found harmony...
Winds whipping,
water crashing...
Everyone's tears fell that day,
the day she disappeared...