All those times you asked me to
be blunt about what I wanted to...

You were the spider looking to expand,
your lovely web into something so much bigger...

Another slit to the wrist; marking herself,
Beauty only a slice away; out of her reach...

Stare out your window,
& listen to the rain...

You're so much more than she let you believe,
you're the man that girls dream about meeting...

Fake a smile for the world,
though I'm dying inside...

Stitches held together by torment,
with a string of self-multiation; cut right...

Sitting on a hard wooden bench with the
Light of the street lamp over head casts...

Song lyrics replaying in my mind
with each word striking me to...

As the start of my nineteenth year begins,
I try to find a way to deal with all the...

I live in the dark.
I live where I can not be seen...

Looking at the sky,
the moon is blood red...