Look what you’ve done
Lost the son you never had...
I feel like shit,
And it’s all your fault...
Every jumper
And every victim...
Way up high
On a balcony...
Choking on my tongue
My face was bleak...
I want to be
Different from you...
Every bad grade
Holds a moment in eternity...
No more hate
No more lies...
I drown in guilt,
The bottle’s empty...
I pray each night
Before I sleep...
The strength this blade
Holds in itself...
I used to be scared
About what happened to me...