Depression is a nightmare
Dark and unreal...

Take one second
Next time you want to leave...

The blade so small
Begins to stall...

I can’t think straight,
I’m terrified...

Cold and lifeless?
Or pinned to the ground...

I have a dead heart bleeding
All over the place...

She sees only shadows
Rarely ever light...

Why does it help me?
Scratching razor through flesh...

I glance out the window
To gloomy darkness...

This room that I’m standing in
Houses memories kept secret...

My mind races like crazy
Through thoughts going hazy...

Blade into flesh
Seeking crimson repentance...