The list was always there
To help me see things clearly...

You are my reason
And I am yours...

What was once a small flame
Has swelled to disaster...

I miss the blade
Which I no longer crave...

Come, release
I’m hurting deep...

I held your hand
And broke your dreams...

Every bad grade
Holds a moment in eternity...

Why do you hate me?
What have I done...

I glance out the window
To gloomy darkness...

Take one second
Next time you want to leave...

Blade into flesh
Seeking crimson repentance...

Look what you’ve done
Lost the son you never had...