You say you love me…
why do you make me cry...

Ive lost…
Everything I have ever believed in...

Here we go again.
Life was so perfect...

I have someone.
Who I love...

Every thing falls apart,
Nothing goes right...

Mum why have you put me though all this?
You hurt me so much...

I lay awake,
Slowly fading away...

I sit in the coldness of despair.
Shivers running up and down my legs...

I think of what to write
My mind has turned blank on me ones again...

The way you held my hand,
The way you talked so peacefully to me...

I sit....
I think...

I see the knife
I wonder should I should I...