Mum why have you put me though all this?
You hurt me so much...

Ive lost…
Everything I have ever believed in...

I sit in the coldness of despair.
Shivers running up and down my legs...

I feel helpless?
I feel the need to be loved...

i look at her
i look at me...

I have someone.
Who I love...

I think of what to write
My mind has turned blank on me ones again...

I look within my soul,
I see nothing...

why am I here
why do i have to listen to you...

Heart broken, unloved,
lost in the devil of your soul...

Everything that could of happened,
Has happened...

With music driving into my head.
I wonder what will I do to my self...