I look in the mirror
Who do I see...

Madison was born
Just 2 and a half pounds...

I’m lying here sobbing
On a solid wood floor...

I cut deep into my bone
Past the hurt and sadness...

Dear daddy,
Why is it that...

Why did this happen to me?
Why did this happen to me...

I can’t wait until
I can finally say...

Oh my god
I’m three months late...

Why do you hate me daddy?
Why can’t you see me...

Hear me…
I sit on the floor...

I feel something that you will never know
Way deep down I feel very low...

I cried myself to sleep tonight
Remembering all the things I can not do right...