You'll sit,
With a new girl I'll bet...
One love, so passionate
Yet full of lies...
Screaming emotions dying to break free
holding it all, sealed with a smile...
Tearing me apart from the inside out,
the worst kind of satisfaction...
Sometimes you have to fall before you get up,
Sometimes you feel you have nothing left...
Gone too soon are the days of playing in the sand,
of finding a new friend every day...
I tell myself i don\'t need anyone
I can figure it all out on my own...
As each new day comes the same question enters my...
What controls my life...
I see a girl, looking so great.
I see her smile and hear her laugh...
...feelings of nothing as the Empty space begins...
the only desired option replaced with raindrops of...
How do you know if it is love,
Or if it is just a phase in this life...
The feeling once again starting over
a new beginning, a new promise to myself...