I woke up today with no intent to go on,
My one and only refuge, this tormenting song...

My bestest ever friend,
The one who would be there till the end...

I wonder what you see,
When you raise that fist...

Half-way around the world,
And I wish you were near...

Day by day you're losing your colour,
Becoming like you were that summer...

I'm standing on the tracks,
No tears, just stunned...

You saved my life that night,
You promised me things will be alright...

Like nothing I've ever felt before,
Like the shreds of twine that meddle...

In a world of twisted lies and fate,
Where your words and fists...

They're staring at you,
Labeling you as you walk...

I don't want to look at you,
Because it breaks my heart...

*bad poem but i wanted to write one for you Jess..
On this miserable day...