I hate myself for hating you,
Sometimes we are just fine...

How can i take you seriously,
When you change everyday...

I shut you out,
Too scared to let you in...

I wonder what you see,
When you raise that fist...

I thought everything would be OK,
Thought i was free of this decay...

You say i have no reason to frown,
I snigger because maybe you're right...

*re-posted*
I know how i want to feel...

I watched your hate,
Grow inside of you...

Jos I'm sorry you're so far away,
I yearn to hug you everyday...

You gave me light,
But it faded to black...

Haunting me constantly,
Is a voice i cannot rid...

You cut me deep,
I don't think you know...