I'm sitting here thinking,
Of a justification...

You saved my life that night,
You promised me things will be alright...

My bestest ever friend,
The one who would be there till the end...

This world is cold,
My heart is black...

**Just for you Matt:P*
When i look up into the sky...

Cutting all night,
I couldn't stop...

I hate myself for hating you,
Sometimes we are just fine...

You know what i can't help it,
You just disgust me so...

Thumping upon my ear drums,
Light weights of steel crashing down...

Daddy I'm so sorry,
For the pain I've put you through...

I wonder what you see,
When you raise that fist...

Even though I've never met you,
In my heart you've found a place...