My ears are ringing,
I can't hear myself breathing...

She was beautiful,
Her gorgeous eyes...

Written about a month ago..
I can't deal with these feelings...

As I shy my eyes away from hers,
There's too much pain I can see...

Jos I'm sorry you're so far away,
I yearn to hug you everyday...

You came into my life,
You crawled under my skin...

I can't deal with this pain,
I know I've said it all before...

Each day is a burden,
Each minute is too long...

I sometimes wonder,
If it's all inside my head...

I'm such a wreck,
Look at me and you'll see...

A pillow pushing hard against my face,
To soften my sinful cries...

I woke up today with no intent to go on,
My one and only refuge, this tormenting song...