+ she's an artist .. a painter acutally .. see that smile on her face?? It's her famous piece +

~ welcome to my life .. where just being yourself is never enough ~

Everything is so perfect ... but still am not happy .. guess am missin pain .. coz it has always been there 4 me ..

Close your eyeS
Wish to die

Open your eyeS
you are still alive

And then she killed her self after prom
not knowing nobody will care .....

+ no i wasn't cryin .. i had somthin in my eye .....+

and u always believe this lie ....

* am gonna stay in bed .. till am dead *

... now that am dead .. what r your two other wishes ??!! ...

+ am not strong bcoZ I am .. am pretending to be strong bcoZ u think I am +

~ I took All the pain killers
cuz I wanted to wash away my pain
but it didnt help
and brought it all over again ~

* my best friend's quote *