I keep a smile on my face
Trying to play off that I am OK...

My deception is my downfall
Wondering if this is me at all...

I contemplate taking the pills
I contemplate to grab my razor...

Close your eyes
What do you see/feel in your mind...

I cover my eyes
To hide the lies...

These feelings that I NEVER wanted to come back...
Depression, Suicide, Cutting, Drugs...

I close my eyes
I try to sleep...

I sit down in a corner in a cold dark room, I rock...

I try to stay sane.
But when you think about it...

What am I to do?
I'm lost in this big world...

Who would have known that you would be like this..
Nobody would ever have guessed...

I sit alone in this cold dark room
No one is there to hold me...