Some days seem to be simpler than others
Some are shorter and darker...

Close your eyes
What do you see/feel in your mind...

I cover my eyes
To hide the lies...

Since he has left
my life feels broken...

I contemplate taking the pills
I contemplate to grab my razor...

My deception is my downfall
Wondering if this is me at all...

I keep a smile on my face
Trying to play off that I am OK...

Looking at the bottles
Yellow and White...

Missing you seems like the worst thing that has...
I have not felt this alone...

These feelings that I NEVER wanted to come back...
Depression, Suicide, Cutting, Drugs...

In my room
I hide...

I close my eyes
I try to sleep...