Today was a special day
My best friend Stephanie came over to play...

Its took me a year and 3 months to get over the...

When i think about you i cant explain how i feel...
~Rip-Christopher Allen Buchholz...

Please take me now I'm ready...I'm ready to see...

Dear God,
Please remember me because tonight im ready to...

No one ever thinks of the future,
we always keep the past...

I know this will break me, i know that this might...
*this is a song that i repeatedly listend to when...

Its been 9 months today but i still can feel you...
~RIP-BUCHHOLZ...

How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye...

I have it all abercrombie & fitch:
the greatest man of my dreams...

I close my eyes,
just so i know your still here...

Dear Chris,
you where my best friend and also like a brother...