I used to think badly of myself.
Everyone told me that I was pudgy...

I cut myself and watch it bleed.
I drink, smoke, do drugs, I do anything I please...

I don't know what to do I am so confused.
I once thought you really loved me, but now I know...

Scared and alone I sit in my
room. No one home to stop me...

Love is when your stomach
turns, your head is spinning...

I will love you for always,
no one to tell me no or...