It has been 8 months since that horrible day.
I think about it different ways...

*This might be long, but its my feelings...read if...
Sitting here, thinking of you...

Normal,
what is that...

I know Kyle was in an accident
but you don't know how it is to be me...

I don't cut
I don't drink...

Smile,
I tell everyone else to smile...

What do you do when you are mad?
What do you do when you are sad...

It's all good,
"It's all good," I say...

When I'm scared
my stomach trembles...

Crying every night,
for no particular reason...

Why is it so hard?
Why does it take so long...

We all know he is here,
whether in our mind or in spirit...