I'm watching, waiting
this pain that I'm taking...

My hearts a blaze
a blaze of love...

Do i have to cut myself open to show you that my...
do i have to cut my wrist for you to look at me...

I never thought it would ever turn out this way
I thought i was invisible all day...

Where has my breath gone, why cant my eyes close
that smile, perfect, flawless, i cant move...

Run run run
as i run away from my problems thinking there gone...

My broken past follows me in my shadow
it haunts me in my sleep...

I cant escape
but it seems like fate...

My memories eat my conscious as i cry alone
my lungs gasp for air as i am chilled to the bone...

Hidden in the dark
scared of my shadow...

I cause myself more pain just to end my other...
i pick old scabs, open them up. i let them bleed...

Afraid to sleep, because when i wake up i weep
your in my dreams and it hurts me when your not...