I try i try to ask myself why
why oh why do i let myself cry...

I'm not sure what to say, your words give me...
everyday i read what you say, and meet a new...

Oh another friend who thinks I'm fine
smile and wave and pretend I'm OK...

The simple reaction of a decision can be as vital...
choices are our lives either it be made with soft...

When i am alone i feel so scared
when i am alone i think of all the pain i have...

My eyes
red...

My friend says hi i smile "hey there"
ha ha what a fake...

I open my eyes, i get out of bed, my mother walks...
she grabs my arm and throws me...

Where has my breath gone, why cant my eyes close
that smile, perfect, flawless, i cant move...

My weakness catches fire, this blaze becomes my...
and though the heat rises, the fire does not...

Smack, boom, crack, brake
stop it for goodness sake...

My broken past follows me in my shadow
it haunts me in my sleep...