Never trust him, never tell him, never let him in, never say I love him because in the end of it all the only thing u will be saying is why me?

Look into my eyes and say u never missed what we had. Yea right that’s what I thought. How could u. I should have new u just got me to tied into you. Ur look ur kindness just makes me a mess. But in the end I will always feel less .

So confused with life right now. Not knowing whats coming next when the door shuts ware do I go with out him