Well, another year has passed,
your birthday is here again...

I am in one of those moods,
and I don't know why...

I had a dream last night,
that began being very fun...

I don't do this often,
why should you listen to my prayers...

To find someone like you,
who's special in my heart...

Mixed up emotions,
flying around my brain...

Why am I here if I'm living a lie,
Everyday I sit here just having a cry...

You are not my mother,
I don't even want to see...

I really don't deserve her,
it's awful but it's true...

Why do I want you back,
when you hurt me so bad...

You act like you don't know me,
just turning a blind eye...

This is my road to nowhere,
the way my life now seems...