I used to feel so lonely and sometimes I still do,
sitting all alone, wishing to be like you...
I feel I want to end it all,
trying to get it off my mind...
Nobody understands the pain I'm going through,
I'm completely lost, don't know what to do...
I am all alone and feeling weak,
I just look at the sky and stare...
I had this friend when i was eleven years old,
she would call in the sun or freezing cold...
This pain inside my heart,
it's tearing me apart...
Well, another year has passed,
your birthday is here again...
I am in one of those moods,
and I don't know why...
I thank you for giving me a life,
even though you couldn't stay...
Mum please come back,
do not just walk away...
I didn't ask for much, only for your love,
and to care for me, not to push and shove...
I care for him dearly with all of my heart,
I hope he comes and finds me now that we're apart...