Blankly suppressed in the prison of my mind
longing only for death, the day I shall be fine...

To feel this way again
to drag up those memories...

I'm drowning here
within the ashes of my childhood...

It's been so long since her old friend had been...
she'd stopped listening to it's lies...

Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the one I won't...

SO this girl.......
who you claim "rocks your world&quot...

I just called you
it was only moments ago...

Sitting here in the darkness of my room.
I look for the light and it only leads to you...

Stop the silence, stop the tears
stop the screaming you've held in all these years...

Stop the screaming stop the tears
stop the yelling you've done all these years...

You have no idea the harm that you have done
as I sit hear crying my darkness has begun...

A friend wrote this last night and I was hoping to...
Its hard for me...