Very last poem to my series READ THE OTHER 3...
The sky so beautiful...

God,
Well, Here I am living my life...

It’s My Life
Its cold where I am...

February 7 2004
Sometimes when I listen close...

That night was my first
I couldn't believe it was real...

I went to my sisters house
I was missing you...

I put on this fake smile
Pretending life is fine...

I'm losing control.
Lost in the dark...

You lay me down on the sand
The sound of the waves around...

Red petals fall in the darkness
One by one they die...

Sometimes when I think of you
About these horrible days...

Died For You........ 1/24/04
I feel rejected...